Hummin':
Reading Akira's blog entries...and watching Magpakailanman has led me to go back walking on my own memory lane. I started feeling sentimental and that almost always equals to blogging.
Sigh, see what I mean?
I remember so many potentials who I've let go of without even giving them the slightest chance of a 'what if.' It's as if I felt as though I was caught in between two different choices. Giving a chance means creating some sort of expectation, but then, not giving them a wee chance makes me a snob. See how retarded I am?
By thinking about it rather than acting on instincts, I think most of them just thought I was more of the snob rather than the confused girl that I am. My lack of decisiveness has lost me some of those friendships too. I felt awkward and uncomfortable, and I decided to play hide 'n' seek, without informing them I was hiding, of course.
Bad move. I know.
Then again, it's over. Maybe I was meant to learn from all of them.
But the big question would be...DID I?
Choppy thoughts, I apologize to those who care to read this far. But it's midnight. I'm in the middle of a transformation. Ah, who cares?! I shouldn't even be blogging when I have a long test tomorrow!
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