A Disappointment

Perhaps, what would be worst that failing yourself is failing your parents, to hear them say, "I'm disappointed at you." Or even just to see their eyes convey their sadness at how you weren't able to reach their expectations.

Maybe this is why despite the boring routine of having to work for the family, I stay and I strive... So that one day, maybe, they can truly, honestly, wholeheartedly say, "I am proud of you."

Someday... Maybe...